ELMOrawks!!!

UNBELIEVABLE~! ;D

2011-11-29T01:09:00.001+08:00

hello!! (: i'm back!
just a lil while! i am gonna post about the day before the most awesome-est day ever!
tomorrow I'M GOING FOR MAMA AWARDS~
~~~~ OMGGGGGGGGGGG ~~~
SUPER JUNIOR . GIRLS GENERATION . MISS A . B2ST . FTISLAND . &MANYMANYMORE!
i seriously cant believe i'm going for it!
I AM GOING TO SEE KYUHYUN! O.M.G.
I WAITED FREAKIN' 2 YEARS TO SEE HIM REAL LIFE! & THE DAY IS TOMORROW.
why do i feel not as excited as i should be? :/ KYU~~ <3

there's still school tomorrow before mama then i'm heading there with Amelia~ ^ ^
AWESOME! ;D
i am just gonna bring my snsd cap! ;P dont care if i wear it or not~ heheheh!!
its already 115AM and i'm totally NOT TIRED! anyway tomorrow lesson's at 12pm. so i guess i wake up at 10am should be okay (:
YAYYYYYY!! ;)

oh today i just did a cover with nicole - Be My Baby by WG ! although i am not a HUGE fan of WG but this song is cute & bouncy hahah! xD it was so fun doing a cover outta it! I doubt we'll win the contest though! but it was fun! and i had to say our cover is NOT BAD~~
okay i should head the sack NOW. :D for energy tomorrow heehee! BYEEE~ ANNYEONG!

MY BF~ xP CHAJAYOO~

FREAKKKKKK.

2011-11-11T18:29:00.001+08:00

freak out this week with my freakin disgusting rashes breakout!! :(:(
i seriously wonder what i am allergic to!! :( wth.
it ruined my week! I wanted to go out to dance tmw... RAWRRRR.
whywhywhy! and its not getting better!
today's 11/11/11 and i have nothing to wish for, nothing to be happy about, nothing to do except sh*t hwk.
there's this speech thingy thats really stressing me out alot... and POM ica1...
all i know is ... I GOTTA DO WELL. I GOTTA GET BETTER GPA. I GOTTA START EARLIER. I GOTTA ...
:( and now i just feel like i am in the dump, so deep no one could understand how i feel.
being sick, tired, drained, frustrated, flustered, disgusted ... and now i'm annoyed, cant stand the sight of the rash and its itchiness. my face is red and itchy.. its been ages since i've caught a rash so i am ttly not used to this.
sorry for ranting! can't help it. oh crap now it's all over the back of my hands.
OH CRAP.
SIANNN!!! =.=

okay i still gotta finish my work. #sadlife

~if you are not by my side,
then who will be?~

I MISS MY LONG HAIR.

2011-11-05T22:25:00.001+08:00

HELLO AGAIN~! (:

i think i am talking to myself again... no one comes to my blog so i can just talk crap to myself here. thats a good thing.

anyway, just now i was spending time watching videos on hair and makeup tutorials! although i am not so into makeup ( i don't even have a proper makeup set..) but its fun watching others do tutorials and they look real pretty after that. I mean i am not that vain or i need must want makeup kinda girl. well at least i hope i don't put makeup to school next time. NATURAL = BEAUTY! (:

however i was really inspired by many hair tutorials! (: i really wanted to try it on my own hair! sighh!! if only my hair were longer or i didnt cut my hair! :// well no point saying since my hair is short already.
I especially love the fishtail/french plaits!! :D so beautiful! i am so gonna try it when my hair grows much longer!
oh i really hope my parents would allow me to dye my hair! i want my hair to be black and streaked light brown! ( well at least thats the colour i really want to have right now.) I think its so cool if i could try many different hair styles and colours. usually i am not the kind of person to try new stuff but this i got to! (:

oh i was also thinking of my wishlist yesterday cos' i was bored of doing homework. :P
what i really want at the moment is a IPOD TOUCH! ^ ^ but i checked out the apple store website and its selling for $288 for 32GB. :( to me, i really need to save alot for it. my friend told me to just get an iphone. think iphone will be better?? :/

second on my list ~ POLAROID CAMERA! <<- effect kinda cool huh? (:
yeah i asked my couz to find cheaper ones for me. so if i am sharing costs with my sis, i'll probably have to spend... $80? yeah around there. kinda exx huh? there's still films to buy in the long term.

third will be a hair straightener! after watching all those hair tutorials online... i think its so cool to style own hair. so i wanna try to see myself in straight hair for once (my hair's wavy and thick T^T)

well so i hope to save more money!!! :D i gotto really control my spendings ... i really regretted spending so much on a shopping trip with my friend though she spend alot more than me. :< maybe i should save $10 a week ... wait is that even possible?!

hahaha maybe not i guess.
okay i wanna go learn my dance covers now. (:
byeeeee~!!! <3

~ If you want my future,
Forget my past~ :)

*throws <3333 back~*

all i hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop ....

2011-11-03T20:26:00.001+08:00

i thought that from this heartache, i could escape ....

it is not everyday that you get called in front of a class to do a speech about your favourite book. & i just did that on Wednesday. Honestly, it was nerve-wrecking... seriously. for me that is i guess. Apparently, i'm not feeling that close and attached to my class yet. It has only been one semester anyway. There's still 5 more semester... (:

There's nothing special these days, just normal routines.. do tutorials.. lectures.. eat.. sleep.. bathe.. crap the day away. (lol i really crap alot in school, weirdly crapping with friends really helps to brighten each school day~ xD)

OHOHOH. I'VE FREE STICKY FROM MY SISTER~!!! ;DD COFFEE CRUNCH TOO! awesome~~
^ ^

Oh I forgot to say... I'VE MAMA TICKETS ALREADY!! I CANT BELIEVE I'M FINALLY GOING TO SEE MY FAVOURITE ARTISTS~!! INFINITE!! SJ!! SNSD!! ;O GREAT~~!!

can't wait! 난 기다릴 수 없어~ ^ ^
난 내 SNSD 모자를 쓰고 갈거야.. i think. :P

okay i gtg, byeeeeeee!

my yeol~ *flying kiss!* ;D

SNSD - THE BOYS~ english version mv! ;)

2011-10-26T16:02:00.002+08:00

enjoy~! ^ ^ = i shall resist and not say more=

UP & SURVIVING

2011-10-26T15:59:00.000+08:00

heyyya~

school has started already. It has been a week and now i'm onto my second week of school! Well, so far truthfully the module groupings aren't going so well for me. But i'll try to make the best out of it! (:
(hope it isn't written all over my face... )

anyway, the modules for this sem is definitely much more tedious than last sem's. I hope i can cope with it and score better GPA this time. I think the most horrible thing is effective oral communication module! One thing that i am most scared of is talking in front to a group of people. It'll be alright if i knew the people well but NO. :/ I'LL SURVIVE THIS ONCE AGAIN, YES I SURE WILL.

now i am trying to study my microecons but nothing is going into my head =.= like a waste of time only. i would rather dance to 'THE BOYS' right now.

Oh i am planning to enter this competition with nicole to do a the boys cover! ;D so that means i have to learn it QUICK!! :/ its so fun learning dances i am interested in. Somehow i regret not continuing SA but i know i couldn't cope with whatever they're teaching. esp jazz... i truly suck at it.

It feels like i am questioning myself.. do i really know how to dance? that talent? you sure? maybe you don't.
- confused... 10000%. -

I PROMISE I'LL STUDY REALLY HARD THIS SEMESTER!! & do well for my projects! i need to raise my GPA... :(

OHOHOH. I'M GOING TO SNSD CONCERT!! BUT I SERIOUSLY HOPE SOMEONE WOULDN'T DISAPPOINT ME AGAIN. ^ ^ eggcited just by the thought of it all..~~ *drifting into dreamland*

I have to seriously SAVE $$$ :/ snsd concert $218 liao. (but i really feel like going for 168.. xP) this is the feeling of no money. i also wanna get a POLAROID!! :D that'll probably cost ard 80 if i share with my sis... & my korea trip! SIGHHHH. I NEED TO WORK. lets wait till the holidays thn... for now, STUDY!

okay gotta get back into econs. annyeong!! ;)

NOT READY.

2011-10-11T14:26:00.000+08:00

I'M NOT READY FOR SCHOOL!!! T^T

WHYWHWYWHWYWHWYWHWY.
holiday is ending! :( i can't believe it. why does it seem like yesterday that my exams just ended and i'm enjoying the time of my life stoning at home and watching kpop videos, :'(
well i have to face it! :( and i just saw my sem 2 timetable. omg. disaster. hahahah!

this post is gonna be short, not because there's nothing to say but too much to say.

one word : GONE.

(:

= when you have the passion, you can sure endure it. but when your passion just leaves you, there's no reason to stay =

110929 Random Post ^^

2011-09-29T13:20:00.002+08:00

안녕하세요~ I'm back! somewhat. There's only 2 weeks (?!) left to my holiday... Its my holiday but i'm kinda stuck at home stoning. wasting my time away. -.- Its stupid i know, i should be playing and shopping! but i am not. In fact, i had overspent (T^T) this month already! :O

Sighhh, i should go make more DANCE COVERS (=D) now... I shall try doing guy dances! :) heh heh. To tell the truth, i have no idea if i have the talent for dance. :/ people say i have but i ain't really sure about it myself. ok maybe i thought i had it in me.

I have STAGEARTS later~ I'm so dead. I'm so inflexible!! T^T I seriously think jazz is kinda hard to master. I NEED TO OPEN UP ALOT MORE. thats all i know. =/ hwaiting to me...

Well i guess there's class gathering to look forward to on saturday! Then a whole week of work with Weidi @Compasspoint folding clothes again & again~ (at least i earn $$ during this holiday!) :D yayeee.

When school starts, i'm so dead because i think my brain isn't working anymore.
hahaha, okayy shall blog again tmw! good luck to myself for stagearts later ... =/ 안녕~~!

{{should i get a checkered shirt with hood for $40?? or am i wasting my $$...? help. xO}}

110927 MAD KPOP DAY.

2011-09-27T13:49:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

I HAD TO POST ABOUT MY CRAZY KPOP CRAZE IF NOT I THINK I'LL GO MAD KEEPING EVERYTHING INSIDE MY HEAD . XDD

Whoever haven't watch this music video of SUPER JUNIOR'S A-CHA.... then you have to!! Its so good. =)

KYUHYUNNNNN! <3 YESUNG! even siwon looks good *_*

GO WATCHH!! =D {IN HD!} you wouldn't regret it. ^^

Second is SNSD's comebackkkk! GODDDD. It'll be on 4th October!! I CAN'T WAIT! =)

get to see my beautiful nine girls on stage again!! I hope the song is good! :)

I am totally dying waiting for all the teaser photos to be out!! Taeyeon's one was out yesterday, today Sunny & Hyoyeon's ones are OUTTT!

TAEYEON & HER VICTORIAN-ISH DRESS! *-* WOW.

okay i gtg. enough spazzing jinny seow. get a hold of yourself! annyeongggg~! =)

110926 LATE BDAAYY POST. =P

2011-09-26T22:24:00.000+08:00

hello!! i'm back kinda. anyway my birthday was 2 days ago, but i still want to post about it because it was a day i could never forget! =)

Firstly, i am very grateful & blessed to have so many awesome & lovely friends to spend the day with. I had lunch at Marche @313 Somerset with my fellow SNGS clique - Yihui, Sherms, Beef, Becks, Nessa, Cheok & Cheryl. Although Nicole & Valerie couldn't make it but i know there will be many years to come to celebrate my bday with. Such a pity! :( I received a SNSD photo & a kimmidoll keychain from Rebecca <3 & a letter from Nessa! <3 i shared crepes with beef and cheryl so i only had to pay $17.90~ =) while we ate, we laughed and talked about ghost stories. to make it less scary for some who were very scared to hear, we turn the ghost stories into some funny hilarious joke like instead of ghost with long flowy black hair with white gown, it became ghost with short bob hair style with ribbon on her head wearing a teddy bear dress! xDD we laughed so loud, if we got a warning from the staffs i wouldn't be surprised!! LOL. It was nice spending time with my SN friends since many of us went to different schools. Meeting up with them is always special(: just when i thought vanessa and becks were going off, i didnt know their intention was to get a cake for me! WOW. & i didn't suspect a thing though i saw 'vanessa goh' on cheryl's caller ID & she answered with HELLO MUMMY. -.- ok i think i'm really oblivious to everything sometimes >.

i travelled to Serangoon @NEX for dinner with my poly friends - Weidi, Amelia, Sharon, Julia, Jiayan, Sumin, Huiteng. (conincidentally, both group of friends have 7 people! (:) we had pastamania for dinner. weidi and amelia went toilet for so long & i surprisingly didnt really suspect anything. O.o okay, then went to the skygarden to chill out. THEN A CAKE APPEARED! =D i was so surprised! they sang for me and took alot alot of photos. (: i had to eat the 2 cakes i had because i was afraid they would spoil if i kept them. i ate, was so full then that was about it. oh then i received my SUPER JUNIOR MR SIMPLE album!! <3 thanks guys!!! =D

it was definitely a wonderful & unforgettable day yet! i'm sure it'll be even better for years to come~ <3 you guys! :) i'm having class gathering on sat, wonder how it'll turn out~ ;D gtg, byeeeeee! ^^

BORING DAY.

2011-09-05T21:01:00.001+08:00

There is nothing much to blog about. been a boring day because there was simply NOTHING to do. :< i was at home all day and was doing nothing. okay maybe read... but yeah. its nothing somehow.BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHtomorrow shall be a better day.... i hope.goodbye for now! ANNYEONGGGGG~!!! :D[though i know nobody's gonna see this...... ://]

HER WHISPER IS THE LUCIFERRR~ (:

2011-09-02T20:39:00.002+08:00

HELLO I"M BACKKK. today was an awesomely fun day because i went to julia's house with weidi, amelia and sumin (& obviously julia was there!). It was a blast dancing to korean songs and hearing them play piano and talk about life. hahahaha!

hmmmm thats about it. spent the entire day at her house having fun. well i know its not gonna be fun at all next week. I'M SO STUCK AT HOME :< what a sad life i lead.
i wish i can go out more!!! :/

LUCIFER IS TOTALLY STUCK IN MY HEAD! HAHAHAH (: sumin taught us lucifer today (the beginning part) and i was totally confused over the steps. but i think lucifer is so cool! i wanted to learn it last time but SHINee did so fast i couldn't catch a thing! initially i was teaching them hoot but it was too difficult. :< sad. sighhh. actually i felt awkward there! :/ IS IT JUST ME AGAIN?!! O.o OKAY I THINK IT IS -.-

[110901 yesterday, teachers' dayyyyy~]
went back to sngs. saw miss rockey, took many pics then played pool at marina to pass time before class dinner @ suntec swensens. It was a nice gathering! saw many classmates whom i havent seen for very long. IT WAS AWESOME. :D i hope the pics get uploaded soon!

WONDERFUL DAY~! (:

#whats wrong with meeee!!! :<

what a ( ____ ) day....

2011-08-31T20:53:00.004+08:00

ELLOOOOO~~ :D having holidays now till mid october~ YAYYYY! but still what's a holiday without my computer!! :< goshh. imagine it. yupp its happening to meee! SIGH! but WHO CARES~ ^^ i'm still here~ hehheh!

[what's wrong] today was an awkwardly & tiring day :( went job-hunting with weidi then we really found a job with Giordano~!!! :D best is its event based! YESSSS. earning $$$~ sweet!

but the WHOLE PROBLEM is i feel so bad making weidi ask EVERY single place about temp job vacancy! :/ sighh i am so sorry weidi. although i know you'll never see this, i am deeply sorry towards you! blame on me that i am too timid and am such a coward... urghh i hate myself for this. .... I AM SO SORRY T^T...

oh today we went to bugis! i bought high waist jeans! (finally.) weidi bought 2 shorts. i tried the shorts she bought & OMG THEY'RE TOO SHORT FOR MY TASTE. goddd. i would never wear those in my life! lol.

[cannot wait~] FOR TOMORROW! gonna go to st nicks tmw for TEACHERS' DAY~~!!! CAN'T WAIT. GOING TO MEET SO MANY OTHER CLASSMATES TOOOOO! (:

okay gtg! blog another time! ANNYEONGGGGGG! <3

SEPT HOLS HERE I COME~!!! ;D

2011-08-27T19:00:00.002+08:00

HELLO WORLD!
ITS THE SEPT HOLS! ITS FINALLY HERE & MY EXAMS ARE OVERRRR.
I SERIOUSLY PRAY/HOPE/WISH/DREAM! THAT I WOULDNT FAIL AND TAKE SUPP PAPERS!! :<
exams were alright i guess. i hope the teachers are lenient so i can get A and get into director's list!!! :/
i've quite a handful of events coming up this hol - going out with friends, class dinner + teacher's day...

OH I WENT FOR B1A4'S SHOWCASE + MEET AND GREET!!!! <3333
it was simply the best showcase yet! OMGGGG~

JINYOUNG ~ GONGCHAN ~ BARO ~ SHINWOO ~ SANDEUL

i would never forget the moments/milliseconds that our hands touched and our fingers in between each other's. GODDD, I SWEAR I STOPPED BREATHING WHEN THEY SMILE THAT SMILE AT ME. INDESCRIBABLE....

gotta post some other time, i have no idea when that will be but... yeah
I'LL BE BACK! HEHHEHHH. =D

STARTIN' AFRESHHH~ ^.^

2011-08-01T19:45:00.002+08:00

SIMPLEYETSWEET REVIVE~~ ;D

(: After so long, i am finally posting up a post again. ^^
this reminds me of those times when i vent out my anger or share my kpop craziness here. LOL me.

Although a year has passed, my love for kpop has NOT waver at all, heehee ^^
i'm such a loyal fan~ especially to my two years++ love KYU! <3
Next wk its SUPER JUNIOR's comeback ! Mr. Simple~ wonder how it'll be like... maybe they're going retro too! :/ the most awesome news i heard was that SNSD IS COMING TO HOLD A CONCERT~!! ;D I'LL FINALLY GET TO SEE MY BEAUTIFUL NINE LOVELY GIRLS LIVE! WOOHOOOO~ ;)

Other than kpop which keeps my day going, my life is quite alright now, interesting i must say. so different from st. nicks! today is 1 August. by 25th August, EXAMS WILL BE OVER! i'm gonna do my best and work really hard!! ;D Although project was kind of screwed, the more i've to ace my modules! 화이팅~ 화이팅~ 화이팅~!!

thats all i've to say for now... gotta go study for tmw's financial test and do my poa xP

안녕~ ^3^ B1A4, here i come!
- jinny

2010-01-08T21:20:00.002+08:00

the first week of my secondary 4 life is just over
i really dont know what to expect
but all i know is that i will do my very bestest
to achieve that ultimate goal of this year
i know this is not going to be easy
but i am willing to take on any challenges
even if its to being tortured by mrs tian
I WILL!!!
i believe she can help me with my subs
i will:)
i really hope that 2010 is THE year for me
good lucj=k to all the last year sec4 getting their olevel grades
in 2 days time! :)
i am sure if u had put in the effort
everything will be fine!

motivation only comes from within you:)
so its only you and u alone
everyone has to go thru the final race together
i am sure we all could make it to our expectations!
jiayou:)
never give up cos the scariest thing is not putting in effort
but giving up!
:)speaking frm the experienced me

haha:)
i believe this will be a great and 'fun' year for all sec4s!
have a nice weekend!

loves to all~!

2010 HERE I COME!

2009-12-24T17:47:00.003+08:00

its christmas eve!
tomorrow is a special day
thats christmas. haha
actually its nothing special
its the same for so many years already
we dont even have a tree put up this year
i just its not a need to...

i just pray that next year my days will go smoothly
i want to improve and get better marks
i know i can make it
but whatever is stopping me, i will let it go
i will let it go slowly and gradually
its getting too over me
i may probably not blog too often in the future
so i dont know
maybe this will be my final post for the year??

i just hope that i wouldnt be so hooked onto smth
its not good for me
i just dont understand why

thank you for being ther for me and making decisions for me,
thank you very much
you had made me smiled more than anyone in the world

for every downpour is coming my way
i will be ready and holding an umbrella in my hand
i am prepared for all that is to come next year

I AM READY FOR YOU 2010!! :)

2009-12-13T21:42:00.002+08:00

hahaha:) hi!
happy confirmation day!!
it was a really nice day today
i will never forget this day of my life
:) thanks to lots of people who helped
me through this journey.
continue being there&i will pray for you too.
ARCHANGELS~!
its late now &i am so full.
haha:D
better go sleep

bye people,
i will be away for the next 3 days
goodbye~~!
saranghae!

2009-12-12T15:48:00.002+08:00

It's been quite long since I posted
Haha:) I guess I was busy the past week
Church camp was great!
I really loved it:) sad it's over
But it's ok, it will remain as a good memory
it's been ages since I am onto kpop&i don't know if it's
A good thing or a bad thing.
I actually feel confused & strange abt it
but I just hope that my decision is the right one

Confirmation day is tomorrow!!
I am excited yet nervous
I am confused over which ministry to join
Haiz, I believe that god will help me in his ways
I shall just put all my worries to him :D

:) wish me luck people
Haha:) I have to be at church at 2pm
Sounds familiar?? Hehe
I still haven't forgotten all abt it^^

I pray that the decisions I make in future
Will not only be about me but also the people around
Me will also benefit from it.

Ok, maybe u don't know what I mean but when the time comes, u will know it
=winks=
Thank you for making this day even better! :)
ILY<3 kamsahamida

2009-12-02T16:23:00.002+08:00

its already december
have i really done what i have supposed to be doing?
church camp!!
i hope that i will have the concentration to focus on my studies this december
i dont want it to be wasted and regretted
JIAYOU HWAITING :)

thanks to all the people who encouraged me
i will never forget u :D

2009-11-25T16:22:00.002+08:00

SPORTS CARNIVAL~~
was great but the sun and the heat just killed me
today was the last official day with the primary kids:((
feel sad somehow since we were in the school for alr 9 years
I DONT WANNA LEAVE!!
but i have to...
will i still remember how the school still looks like aft 1 year??
i dont know
well with this lack of memory in my head
i dont think i will remember but maybe abit
sadd D:
my sis says that although i have like stml everytime
but when it comes to dancing, got alot of space!! hahaxD
talk abt dancing, ms p's farewell
was sad too:((
leaving us forever, haizzzz
our dance was so awesome manzz!!!!!
I WANNA DO IT AGAIN!!
but i guess its impossible huh?
life will be so busy aft school starts
and i dont think i will waste time to learn dances
t1w2 got maths test:((( why??
i have gotta love maths!
TRIGONOMETRY, I LOVE YOU!
second thoughts,i think maybe not:(
haha;)
one whole entire year more with the new place,
same friends, same subjects, same uniform
lets just learn to love them:)
just dont regret when you leave
so lets just treasure them now
or never:D

2009-11-19T17:01:00.002+08:00

It's the holidays!! I can't believe that it's raining:(
I don't want it to rain. It has been raining since lunch or smth
Haiz, I don't like rainy days.
I used to daydream alot on these kind of days
Feel like sleeping too
But I can't. I have to do all my work first.
Chemistry is also killing me:(
Anyone wants to teach me chemistry???
I need help! :( I will soon drown in a sea of acids and metals
Haha,
totally was quite heartbroken when my sis told me
某某人likes 규 현:(( she isn't very nice to begin with.
Haiz, 규 현 ahh, why do you attract such fans??
my heart totally sank when I heard it.
Oh wells, forget forget forget -~-

To everyone:
Study hard for this holiday! Remember to stay healthy and do your best
For next years examinations! I believe in you & I hope that you will
Believe in me too:D

See you soon:)
사 랑 해~!
지니^_^

2009-11-04T19:32:00.003+08:00

life is what it is
just take it slow
and you will get used to it

ahh~ oral was horrible:(
i totally blanked out!!!
i am going to die
but there is still english!
yes, i shall not give up and do my best
i am going to get As next term!!!
i will!! :D
feeling motivated now:)

happyhappy
woohoo~~
^~^

슈퍼주니어, 파이팅~~!! :D
사랑해요<3

2009-10-31T10:55:00.003+08:00

time will never stop to wait...

day of reflection was emotional as always,saw many cried and all,i just told myself to be brave so i cried deep down. i realised i was cared by many nice classmates and i was not alone

yesterday was quite depressing.it was the day that i hated most in the year which is my "death day" but ironically i am not dead.it was bad.really bad.the worst i have ever seen.the most depressing, that just made me want to collapse on the spot

but it was a miracle
really a miracle
thank you lord for being there

then ate cakes after school
i dont know what came over me
i am sorry to scare you cheokyi,i am sorry!!

P6 grad was -_-, haha, no lahh
we were quite high but i must agree that our year dances were better
i think i can dance better than them!!! lets have a dance party!!! i want!!! :)

but it all ended quite horribly
i shall not say, i am so pissed.

sorry to say this but for that moment

i hate you.

UNCERTAINTY

2009-10-23T21:03:00.003+08:00

trying hard to believe
but with every step i take in believing,
i keep slipping down
and soon eventually to the bottom floor

but hopefully a glimpse of hope will shine through
and if i ever catch it
i promise i will never let it go

i had been burned, cut and scarred for life already
immuned to it,
i ask myself
what else is there that could reopen the wounds again?

everything now.

2009-10-16T17:24:00.003+08:00

GAMES CARNIVAL was _______. (fill in the blanks)
haha, the weather was so H.O.T
i thought i was going to die
i felt dizzy abit under the hot sun
i couldnt see where the frisbee went
i went past me and before i know it
they scored a point

sadd,
but good work to everyone
especially for the floorball peeps!
you'll were GOOD!
i could never play floorball/hockey properly :)
haha

exams are over
and here we are supposedly to rest
but is it me? or is everybody still in the study mode?
haha:)
i felt lost suddenly after the elit paper
but its REALLY over now
so just enjoy these times before the results are up

i LOVE today except the sttuuppiidd weather :(

SARANGHAE YO PURITY~~! ^___^

2009-10-13T19:18:00.003+08:00

its over
i still cant believe it
it feels like a dream
it doesnt even feels like a reality at all

today was fun fun fun
thanks for the times!
my words are like magic or something
what a hapy ending^~^ haha

i am sorry for all i have said
i shld have thought before saying
i am regretting now
words that are out can never be taken back
i am sorry
sorry

2009-10-09T17:39:00.002+08:00

2 weeks passed
2 more to go
will i make it up?
i dont know
i want time to go slower now
everything is just going in a blur
all too fast
everyday feels like a nightmare
i am sorry i shldnt be doing this
but it hurts deep down
and i dont think it will go away easily
scar

DO YOUR BEST PPL OUT THERE
JIAYOU! HWAITING!

it will soon be over
i just know it

HAPPY BDAY VALERIE!^^
stupid pabo...
haha, have fun on yr 15th bday
hope that u will do well in eoys
good luck!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~!!

2009-09-25T19:22:00.002+08:00

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING,
you guys really made my day
its really lucky to have you in my life
thank you
this is the most memorable bday;)
i will remember it forever
thank you

good luck for eoys
we can do it
we will never know till we try right??

jiayou~!
thanks&ILY!

-jinny

depressing things of my life :(

2009-09-21T19:41:00.002+08:00

okay great my long weekend has just ended...
what is this??
why isnt time going slower?
i still dont get alot of things
and i still need alotalotalot of time!!!
why....

CHEMSPA CHENGYU CHEMSPA
CHENGYU CHEMSPA CHENGYU
CHEMSPA CHENGYU CHEMSPA

this has been in my mind ever since i stepped into the house
stressed... what to do?? study.
thats the only thing that makes me less guilty now
its the right thing to do

-eoys
-pass 4 subjects
-chemspa
-chengyu
-my maths!!! :(
-chem
-ss
-elit

this is alot...
how am i going to go through this.

depressing things of my life.

-jinny :(

Again & again D:

2009-09-20T13:17:00.002+08:00

Shocked at church this morning.
big shock

Trying hard to make myself believe that I will
get over the period safely
mug mug mug
it's the only right thing to do now.
so why am I here??
temptation, that's my answer.
Haha, lame....

Jiayou ppl, 8 more days!!!!
I am dying...

2009-09-19T10:18:00.000+08:00

overwhelmed with temptations

9 more days...
till the nightmare starts..

2009-09-16T19:28:00.002+08:00

left only less than 2 weeks to eoys,
am i ready to face it?
i have no choice even if i am not ready.

i wish time will go slower
so i would have more time to study D:
i want to break the clock
rawr...
but i know its not going to help
i will just be breaking a clock
nothing will change

2009-09-14T20:10:00.002+08:00

I LOVE THE SUPER GIRL MV!
its really nice!
you shld go watch it.
can destress yrselves^^

hang on! cos we are going to make it to the top!!
woohoo:)
im crazy...

why i am sitting at the back??
byebye~ have fun studying
saranghae

2009-09-13T01:52:00.002+08:00

i dont get anything now
i dont know why i am still here
why am i still AWAKE???
i think i took an overdose of chocolate...(oops)
i cant sleep.
my mum is nagging saying that she is disappointed with me
blahblahblah
whats wrong with her.
shut your mouth
or i will scream.
haizzz.
its coming to 2am.
and today is the 13!!!!
happyhappy
i think i am mad
i guess everybody is different
different comments
different talents
different abilities
thats what makes us special

hang on jinny
we will get thru this period
dont be scared!!
everybody will be there okaye?
so you shld wake up now!
and start!

why are you still at the starting point
when everyone is at the middle alr??
start your car!
i dont care you add oil or kick or what
start!
wake up jinny
at least you'll not regret when u wake up
before its too late..

i cant wait for their new mv!
saranghae^^

jinny;)

2009-09-11T11:50:00.002+08:00

yesterday was great, really.

this is like a fairytale
just without the happy ending part...

i hope this is the worst thunderstorm...
why is it raining now?
everything is so dull now.
rawrr. D:

dont go, i need you

2009-09-09T12:13:00.003+08:00

i know there are many already
abandoning their blogs for their books
and i really want to do that
but i cant assure that i will
thats why i am not promising myself
or else i will be lying to myself

why is the world so dull now?
everything i see is black and white
when wil the colours come back?

promise you will not be sad
promise me that you will return to your normal selfs
i dont want to see you like this
why is it that when everything is going to return to normal
and something like this crops up??

please dont be like this guys,
i need you, dont go off to your own worlds now
i will be here for you
for comfort, for tears
if you do go off in your own worlds,
i will follow
so please dont go.
i will return again
and it was just days that i was better
dont be sad, i know it is hard to accept
so cry your hearts out if you want
and then accept this matter and move on.
just remember, i will be there:)

it feels as though the past is repeating again
why is this happening.

2009-09-08T11:51:00.001+08:00

when the world says give up,
hope whispers: try it one more time

:)thankyou
saranghae

seeing is believing

2009-09-07T09:55:00.004+08:00

its not my fault
that everything is this way
i believe that this is fate
this is what the lord wants me to go thru
he wants me to overcome this
so that i will be stronger
so dont doubt yourself
he knows that you can do it
thats why he gave you whatever you have now
its not the time to give up
its the time to perserve
a time to believe

have a wonderful sep hol:D

sorry, i just have the urge to upload this...
this photo, the colours, expressed how i feel
i love this photo(><) =nods vigorously=

2009-09-05T13:53:00.002+08:00

i shouldnt have woken up today
i really shouldnt have.

i am really trying my best
to be a more optimistic person
i tried my best
i've lost my old self
trying to get it back but its
far from my reach
should i perserve?
should i give up?
what should i do?
i am really trying
i really am

and in the end,
i am only hurting myself
blaming myself for everything
i tried so hard, just to realise
it will never come back
i thought it would be better
but it turned out to be the worst ever.

why do i have to do this to
suffoccate myself?
i dont see the meaning of my life anymore
i dont even see the sparkle of light
where is the hope? gone.

i shall just disappear frm this world
so no one could find me
and no one could save me

eoys are coming day by day
hour by hour
minute by minute
stay strong, hold on
because if you drop
no one could save you.
if you hang on tight,
there is still hope.

the ugly truth..

2009-09-03T20:09:00.002+08:00

the atmosphere was totally ruin by this morn's nightmare
did it really happen??
i dont know
as i wasnt awake yet
well, i think..

i dont want to know this ugly truth
i dont want to wake up and realise this either
i just want to make time stop
to give me time to think and maybe to wake up and
discover this horrible reality i am about to face.

everything that you see is not everything that you see,
everything you see is just a dream, i hope..

2009-08-30T15:51:00.002+08:00

I think I am hanging on quite well now
the encouragements helped, thank you
yup rebecca, I read the bible verse u asked me to read
Yes it was really nice and encouraging

Thank you for giving me such wonderful friends
I could count on
you don't know how much I treasure these little things right now
In this depressing and stressed times of my life
Thank you

Please give me the strength to move on
To let me find my normal self again

Good luck 3P for our dance tmw
Jiayou, do yr best:)

2009-08-25T20:44:00.003+08:00

i dont know hot to express how
i am feeling now
i just feel like there is
nothing in the world i could
count on now
its that kind of emptiness
feeling, deep down
sometimes i feel so depressed
just by thinking of the problems
i could just cry on the spot
but i cant...
i never tried crying infront of anyone
and i dont want to
it would do anything to solve the problem anyway
so whats the point.

i could do anything to just not face this reality
its just that
i dont find the point anymore
why do i have to put up with this and that?
i also have feelings
i have my own thoughts
i have my own life
you cant control all that
dont think that you have the rights to control me
i can do things my own way

i cant stand it anymore
i really cant
i shall just disappear
and maybe i will come back...
or maybe not..

sorry i am just ranting here
i am terribly sorry
sorry
i dont know whats gone over me
i shldnt be like this
never mind

2009-08-24T21:35:00.002+08:00

now i just believe that everything is a
nightmare for me
everything, really
my life just sucks
deep down, i feel like running away
to somewhere where i wouldnt have to
face this misery life i lead now
its going to be another bad week
i just know it..

what you see is not everything that you see
everything that you see is just but another dream

or nightmare..for me..

bittersweet life

2009-08-22T17:59:00.002+08:00

life could sometimes be happy,
life could sometimes be sad.
is life like this?

all so bittersweet..

the start, the process&the end

2009-08-20T21:41:00.003+08:00

nice day
i really felt good today
i dont know how to express it
but i know that i finally did it

on the other hand,
still feeling quite tired and
on the verge of giving up already.

i want to give up but
i just cant...
i have to just hang on..

tmw test how?!
ss and elit.
i must do well for ss and elit!
but now its 9.44 pm
my brain is half dead
and soon i will start spacing out AGAIN. why.
received alot of encouragements by many ppl
i am really grateful that u know my existence
i will really try my best
i think my confidence level is low
probably only 30% left...
day by day, it will decrease...
and soon there is 0% and eventually i will just give up.
then i dont know what to do with my life.
WHAT AM I THINKING.
i shldnt be thinking so negatively!!!!!
why do i have such thoughts nowadays?
i cant give up...
no i cant.
i just cant.

please wake up jinny,
and hurry realise this reality
before its too late...

2009-08-15T19:21:00.002+08:00

the best and simplest way to solve a problem
Could be to just to stay silent...

I see many things could happen in one's life.
It's not only me, it's affecting everyone
I don't know anymore,
I feel super tired and dead now.
I have been quite disobedient today
I just kept doing thing opposite of what my parents
expects me to do
I don't know why but I just feel rebellious today
Haha, sounds weird
But I also did that as i felt annoyed
there are so many things to be annoyed with
I can't say it here, it may affect someone's feelings
and it is quite mean too
So I wouldn't mention who, how many, what thing....
Okay, I think I said too much.
haizzzz

how I wish my life would just stop for 1minute,
Just a minute could maybe change my life somehow...

depressing life i lead...

2009-08-15T14:09:00.000+08:00

i think i failed again.

2009-08-10T13:46:00.002+08:00

everyday is the same,
its just another week, another day
then before u know it,
the biggest wave comes
and throws u somewhere far
where no one can help u
no one can save u....

i have decided that
my most favourite colour is white
and my second is turquoise!!
its so calm and pretty
like it suits me i think
dk, have been loving and subconsiously choosing that
colour on everything i see
wonder why....

i think most of the clouds have alr disappeared
but there are little parts of it still left behind....

quite sad that shinee and snsd's promotions are over...
but their songs will always be in my head, haha
i want school... i hate my home....
let me out...ah...

I will treasure it forever...

2009-08-09T19:56:00.002+08:00

I think I have regain my happiness
Not like I lost it in the first place...
Stay positive jinnyseow!
Believe that dreams could actually come true
Stress and pressure is really at the max now
I know as I had experience it the past few weeks
But I know that I will be there to help those
Who are going thru this stage
I know it's hard,you can't escape, you can't hide
You just have to face it
And if there is really anyone in stressed
I know I will be willing to be there to help out
Thanks for the ppl who were there when I was in my stressed state
Hope that everyone will hang in there
Jiayou, I know 3purity can do it
Don't lose hope
Because u know there will be us to be helping u
Jiayou, this is really my deepest feelings and thoughts
This is what I appreciate most on my heart now
Thank you:)
I love u guys

<3kyulove

2009-08-08T15:11:00.002+08:00

i have been feeling better today
all thanks to some
but i still felt tired and
i think i can collapsed anytime
the sun is so hot today
i am going to die of heat
i will attempt my maths later
and i will try my best to revise my chem..
i dont want to do maths....
rawr, haizz
today has been nice because
i was fangirling over KRY just
haha:)
they are really good!
thanks and see u all on tues!
have a happy national day:D

2009-08-07T22:24:00.002+08:00

this song is stuck in my head
and its really nice:)
yaye. its by kry!!
love<3

Super Junior K.R.Y - The One I Love [english subs] MV

MY LIFE IS BLURRED...

2009-08-07T21:39:00.003+08:00

MY LIFE IS LIKE A DARK, CLOUDY DAY.
it takes time for the sky to be cleared
i dont know how long and i dont know when
i just know that someday it will clear...

hey thanks for all the encouragement and support
u all shown nowadays:)
it made me abit happier as i know i can count on u
and thanks for the trip we had today
it was nice but i didnt really had the mood
but it was okay:D
next time when my mood is better,
we shall have a louder and high-er one:)
i promise, i will be happy....
someday...

thanks for everything^-^
i really appreciate yr friendships:)
thank you..

my life is in a mess...

2009-08-06T21:37:00.003+08:00

another post for another day
like every other day
every other sec3 day of my life
what will happen tmw?
nobody knows
its just fate and destiny that
leads my way...
maybe its a straight road,
or maybe its a u-turn
or maybe its just dead end...
fate, destiny is currently leading my life

2009-08-03T21:44:00.002+08:00

i wish and pray that the week ahead will be better
everything is just wrong....
put up with everthing and all the temptations
where is my courage? my hope?
all i can do is just to hang on
just hang on and move on
thats just the way of life...
or you will just be left out
like i was once before....

this is not working,
everything is still not right
i am alone now
should i just give up?
should i?
i really feel like
but what is the point?
....why...

조규현, 사랑해요!

2009-07-31T20:45:00.002+08:00

finally the week is over, i hope that
i will continue to keep up this hope
:)had the ndp thing aft sch today
my hair was flying everywhere as usual
and i hope the real thing will be better
but i am sure it will be:)
i just have this feeling

'i wish that everything will go smoothly today...'
&&it did:D
it worked
my lucky shining star
kyu! no.. i meant the one in the sky
haha:) but he is also my star:)
i am envious, idk why....
haizzz
yay, tmw got bof! kimbum!!:)
i kee seeing kyuhyun everything though
even the characters in the show look like him
omg, i am seeing things!!
i am envious of the dreams that appeared in veron&val&nicole's
why cant i have a dream like that too???
rawr
just discovered another kyu fan,
not feeling angry,
not feeling sad,
not feeling happy
actually i feel neutral
i dont feel anything at all
hahaha:) the weird me..

i suggest that we all have a dance gathering
wouldnt it be so cool??
hahaha, its just an idea me &belle thought of
yaye:)

good luck for the following weeks everyone
remember SEPTEMBER HOLS COMING!!:)

2009-07-30T23:47:00.002+08:00

i survived:)
thats all i have to say
biology was okay
maths was borderline pass or fail:(
then tmw have chinese and summary
no need to study ;)very good
yesterday was cramping all the stuff in my head
then slept at 12.30, no... 0030hrs
haha:)
was okay i guess just that i really want to sleep during chem
(sorry miss lee, i will not disappoint you again, i promise
i will try my best to succeed in the end)
;)
now, am currently hearing 7 years of love sang by kyuhyun
omg, i LOVE his voice!!!
its just amazing and nice to hear:)
hope that everyone will be well now got alot
of people sick due to h1n1. am quite scared myself:(
OMG TODAY IS OVER!!! CAN'T BELIEVE IT!
OMG IS IT GOING TO BE MIDNIGHT ALR???
why did i stay up so late??
haizz, cant help it :)
kyu!

my wish came true
you can try to wish too:)
and i will be yr genie(jinny)!
okay, this is lame.
see this is the side effect of staying up too late
haha:) goodnight!
잘자요! :)

2009-07-29T17:58:00.003+08:00

i am going to die...
i conclude that my life sucks
never ending homework are just piling up
and i dont think i can make it till the end anymore
my annoying sis is killing me
and my chem is horrid
i really dont know what to do
i dont think i can hold on
but i am still holding on but with little hope
i really dont know what is the problem with me..
tomorrow still have 2 tests
and i still have a chapter more of biology to study
and to revise maths
this is so irritating
i dont think i can survive tmw
help me kyuhyun!!
where are you when i need you huh??
never mind, i still hold about 10% of hope,
and 90% of no hope??
haizz, go jinny!!
dont give up!!
but 90 part of me is i will never make it
irritating.....
kyu!

2009-07-25T19:53:00.002+08:00

realised that going out is not really the best way to destress.
also realised that sleeping on your problem
is not going to work
its just a temporary getaway.
geography test was okay but chem test was...i shall stop here..
i got to really do better next week to pull my marks up...

i really dont know what i will do if i fail again
i conclude that my life sucks
and its a good conclusion...i guess
but i hope it will change soon..

make me happy:/

2009-07-24T22:19:00.000+08:00

make me smile...

there could be miracles when you believe:)

2009-07-19T19:54:00.003+08:00

SUPER JUNIOR:D

kh&sw!
i love kyu's jacket here! :)

my life is so chaotic now
everything really
all the tests starts pilling up
everything just spills on me
all at once
all is going wrong for me
nothing is going right
everything is in a mess
the only comfort is superjunior
they are my comfort
please dont take it away from me
if you do, i am not going to survive
there is nothing more to cling on,
nothing to rely on
...
i am in this horrid state now
there is so much to do
and i really dont feel like starting
but i am willing to try my luck
i am going to try to pass my chemistry
going to do my logbooks
going to revise my geography
jiayou! this is really my only encouragement board
haha:D
i really feel like running away from this reality
but i know its not possible
so stop dreaming jinny seow!
wake up.
i was fangirl-ing that day abt (the obvious)
hahaha:)
my only happiness&comfort ^-^
pray that everything goes well for me
smiles*

jinny:D kyulove ♥

2009-07-11T17:06:00.004+08:00

this is a nice picture of ryeowook and kyuhyun!!
yaye:) feels high as hours are passing till BOF!!
haha, i shall find more pics...

ahha! this is veerry NICE!!!
KYUHYUN IS IN THE CENTRE!!
SCREAMS....

sungmin and kibum!
they both look young in this picture :)
thats good

yesung and leeteuk!
whats with them and the taxi??
aaww, so cute.
if i go korea and see them at some streets with
a taxi, i think i will scream...

hahaha:)
SARANGHAE~
슈퍼 주니어
영원히 당신을 사랑(love you forever)

2009-07-10T22:57:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEECHUL:D
omg, i cant believe its july alr.
half of my sec3 life is gone.
oh, wish that heechul will xue hao soon
but i dont think that is possible.
haha, heard that he have a new black cat.
like hmmm, what should i say..
then work more on yr singing! hidden talents:)
jiayou! nicole's fiance :D
nicole is sick at home, what do you think you
should be doing as her husband??!! hints-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL MAOMAO!
wish you that you can see yr HYUNJOONG in spore soon:)
haha~

i have been sick with fever&cough&sore throat&tiredness
for 3or4 days.
i have missed ting xie, which was yay
but when i had to go back to school for maths test
i totally was like tian ahh
cos i have not been doing coordinate geometry for a mth
like i will fail for the test!
which i couldnt afford to in hopes of our KOREA trip
so i tried my best, but i think this test i wouldnt
mind failing as i knew that i was sick
IT WAS EXCUSABLE.
next week got rebuttal test to practice
horrorhorror
BUT
now the only thing that is quite keeping me going is just korean
idk, but it feels normal
its them that kept me studying
its them that keeps me occupied
its them that makes me go out
ITS ALL THEM
now everything that comes out of my mouth or whatever
i see is all them!
ha, very happy!
took this facebook quiz.
&&i will SEE KYUHYUN IN MY SUB CONSCIOUS MIND!!
WHICH IS TRUE! idk.
it just happens.
and i got a personality like ryeowook
and whenever i take a bof quiz, i will
always get HYUN JOONG! rachel's love
SHINee's JONG HYUN is the cutest among them
and sings and dances well too :)

WHY IS MY LIFE REVOVING AROUND THEM??
haizz. it will probably be a week later till my next post
NICOLE YUE GET WELL SOON! HEECHULlovesYOU! :D

2009-07-04T12:28:00.003+08:00

SNSD- GENIE LIVE

KYUHYUN SINGING 7 YEAR'S LOVE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEETEUK!
sorry i am late again
couldnt use the comp during weekdays
sadd...
but i was happy again aft watching
kyuhyun being cute at kiss the radio
hahaha, omg! i cant believe he did that!
oh and i heard him sing 7 year's love!!
its really nice! so i shall upload it here!
hahaha, very nice:)
i just made my long list of wishes last night:D
then again,
I AM SO ANGRY AT CYM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if you dont know what i mean,
just ask me in school
saying it here is not safe
he practically threw him ok?!!!
THREW!
gggrrrrr
hates!
then at that moment
i dont know why
but i felt a sudden hurt in me
like it just comes
never mind...
if he dare picks him up again
i will totally say OI!!
i want to learn genie dance by snsd!!!
i tried learning from the mv but its so fast
never mind, hope i will learn it in the end
I PRAY AND HOPE THAT NICOLE Y WILL BE WELL!!!:D
still dont know what to wear on monday
haizz
the first week of school just ended
and there are many more weeks till eoy
so must JIAYOU!
that day aft school, me and nicole got so motivated
hahaha
i really want that wish to happen...
talking about wishes,
i asked nicole if she has 3 wishes what will she want
the answer is damn funny
hey you will never know if they really come true you know!
:)smiles
hope everyone is well and jiayou in yr studies!:)
SJ HWAITING!
dont be sad&emo leeteuk! cheer up!:D

2009-06-26T15:53:00.002+08:00

hihi!
am feeling so super bored at home
this week lots of ppl doing job attachment
so only had yutian to talk to
we only have a week till the end of the hol aft camp
lots of stuff happened like father's day, class party,
ryeowook's bday, going out with yutian, zising and family
and now its all going to be over
so depressing, its like going to be my last june hol
dont think next year i will be as free as now
dont know what to look forward to now
coming up would be, guides carnival, going to church,
going out with valerie and then SCHOOL OPEN!
ahhh, i feel that i need smth to cheer me up and
today thanks to valerie, it has been quite a cheerful day
hahaha
then, i wished that i did smth more
like smth more meaningful
haizz
its over jinny
its going to be over in a few days
whats the point??
actually maybe school open is a good thing
like i can see nicole yue and everybody
than just sitting at home and staring at the walls
and i get more money and my phone will be topped up!
now i only can send 2 more smses so ppl dont sms me
i wouldnt be able to reply you!!
then, OMG! i just remembered tmw have BOYS OVER FLOWERS!!
YAYE! now i am looking forward to tmw, hahaha
just last week was the class party. hmmmm.
i dont think i am prepared for school yet.
probably i didnt really finish my homework and
the feel of starting school is just not there
i need motivation!!
it will probably be just a minute worth of motivation
hahaha
i must really start studying
and be focused on reality
yupp:D
thats all.
hope to see everybody well in school:)
i am currently waiting for shakes to send me the consent form
WHY IS SHE TAKING SO LONG?!
never mind, i will wait
i need to say smth, i know its late but...
HAPPY-late-BIRTHDAY RYEOWOOK!
:)

2009-06-19T10:27:00.002+08:00

HAPPY TOGETHER:D
when i hear this song again aft camp, i
was sad again as it reminds me of the times
we had together. we have really treasured it
together.

happy together by super junior

2009-06-19T09:50:00.002+08:00

doesnt anyone realised that a month passes so fast?
like why? i know time goes fast when you are having fun
just came back frm guides camp yest
was in this sad mood as sec4s are leaving
and it will only be a few more months before we leave too
it feels like just yest that chinpei and lokyin left
i hate this feeling.
camp was tiring but fun
it has been a great experience as i was PL for my patrol
thanks for the people in percival for making everything goes
smoothly, also for the ppl who wrote to me during guides own,
and for the ppl who asked me if i am better as i had a nose bleed
aft manito.
THANK ALOT GUYS:D
camp was great and i was sure glad i went:)
when i came back, i had this feeling that this is not my room
hahaha
i really missed my bed and magazines and my bathing times
i kept seeing the magazine with the korean f4 on the cover of iweekly
ggrrr, i had this temptation to read the magazine, haiz
oh, i will be going ps later! i need money
hahaha
had nice times and sad times during this few days
so i hope that i have a nice hol
to everyone who sees this, hope that you've a nice june hol 2009! :)
i may not be using the comp for the rest of the june hol anymore
so this shall be the only post:)
hope to see you healthy back at school:D
SARANGHAE:D

random pics of SOME sj members:)

2009-05-26T22:23:00.002+08:00

LEETEUK~ haha

KYUHYUN~ OH MY TIAN!

KIBUM~ nice smile!:D

HEECHUL~ hohoho><

HANKYUNG~ hey the best for the last:D (nicole smiles:))

2009-05-26T21:47:00.002+08:00

THE CLASS TEE CAME!!
am so excited and looking forward to it all morning
yeah, i know the crazy me
but it was really worth being crazy for
nothing much happened
oh, there was like hours of maths today
and i think i dont understand a single one of the sums!
like i am so confused for coordinate geometry
(OMG HEY I REMEMBERED THE TOPIC!)
hahaha
i failed my bio test like really badly
and guess what??
I STUDIED FOR IT && I FAILED!!!
idiot right!
ms lim was so strict in her marking
gggrrrrr.
i think i was like really tempted to cry when i saw belle
poor belle. who bully you??
no lahh :) feel happier ok?
napfa today was AWESOME!
it was like a MIRACLE
esp for my standing broad jump! :D
i was aiming for a 'C' which is 160
and surprisingly i reached 165!!!
yaye. so satisfied:)
that was the last station btw
the 1st was sit and reach
I KNOW WHY MY FACE WILL TURN RED ALR!!!!
IT IS NOT BECAUSE OF KYUHYUN OK????!!!!
ITS LACK OF OXYGEN! :D
i was smart to figure that out
i dont know why but i will always hold my breathe
then reach out
i was practicing with shermaine
and veron or is it cheryl?
pushed my back for me
OMG! MY NOSE COULD TOUCH MY KNEE!!
i cant believe that! :)
but thats only when someone help to push me
aft i came up, shermaine was shocked to see my face super red
valerie was describing it as red as an apple thru the phone just now
hahahaha
i did quite well overall i feel..
shall not tell you ppl everything! :D
hahahaha
nicole almost lost her ring
but she found it in her ***
(think whatever you want:))
i hope another someone special could aalso be happier
and forget about the thingg that has alr passed :)
realised that alot of ppl is getting sad nowadays
BE HAPPY:)
HOLIDAYS ARE COMING, HAPPY!!!
okay, i am like zi high here.
hahaha
사랑해요!
바보! :D BAPO! hehe
jiayou peeps, have faith!

2009-05-25T21:30:00.002+08:00

heyheyhey
i am so excited for the CLASS TEE tmw!!!
its just so pretty! :)
thanks to many peeps!
hahaha, when i woke up this morning
I KNEW THAT ITS GOING TO BE A GREAT WEEK!
i really sensed it like its so weird as
monday mornings i will be like
omg, another week...
but this week is DIFFERENT! :D
so ppl should be happier :) SMILES!!
hehehe
SATURDAY
woke up at 6 to prepare myself to go out for bbq
wore my guide u and stuff &&THAT HUGE HEAVY WATERMELON
super heavy lahh
woke up so early as my mum wants to attempt to
tie plaits to my hair
but errm, aft 2 tries, she kinda gave up
so i tied a bun, hoping that someone there
could help me tie my hair
had thought that xiumin could fetch me to j8
but i think she was tired because of last night's
jubilate(i heard it was great!)then her mum offered
to fetch her straight to pasir ris
but i decided not to go with her
so was out of the hse at 6.50
my dad fetch me to the mrt station
i had to take 2 stops to bishan
WITH THAT HUGE HEAVY WATERMELON!!
its was so heaavy and imagiine
me carrying a watermelon onto the train
then later a bus
hahaha
met kimberly, maryanne at macs at j8
there were alot of bags of food
so we all look like aunties
hahaha
then denise appeared out of nowhere
then yutian came
we all went to the bus sto opp j8
missed a bus then siming came
we all took the next 88 bus
we took till somewhere at pasir ris
we were all scared that we were late
AND WE WERE!!
IIDIOT
we decided to take a cab instead
we chose denise to be the waving person
and like 5 taxis passed us as
they were all hired
yutian was like i didnt know all the
singaporeans all so kiasu one!
hahaha
we finally hopped on a taxi and the
uncle was kind to let 6 of us squeeze
into his taxi
i was sitting beside the driver
and kimberly, siming, maryanne, denise and yutian
was at the back squashed
oops, sorry peepss
we finally reached the park and it just cost
us $4 for the ride
i was carrying(grabing) my watermelon
and trying to run with it
when we realised they all fall in and going into horseshoe
formation, we were like all panicking
i was like praying that the watermelon dont drop onto the grass
but it didnt! :)
we fall in and shaks was sso worried as she have to enrol the sec 1s
as rachael wasnt there yet!
but she did well in the end
we changed out to shirts and start the fire
we bbq hotdog, sausages,fishballs and marshmallows
its was nice then took many photos with patrol
decided on a day to go out together
it was like that yup :)
SUNDAY
nothing special happened
but when i was having a nap in the afternoon
i had this weird dream :D
MONDAY
sensed that it was a wonderful week
going to have class tee tmw
so looking forward to it
did cme reflections
ms praba sshowed us pics on the sec3 camp
some were quite random
the morning was like laughing nonstop
and val and nicole was like talking abt full hse
and the stuff that sj did on that show
i didnt get to watch everything as it was so long
and kyuhyun was not in it :(
laughs*
then had pe and OMG I GREW!!!
like abt 2 cm! hey its an improvement
yaye:)
SO NOW I AM 156!
then my weigh was wrong as
i have the feeling that the school digital one is
not accurate:(
never mind, i shall know my own true weight
then tried doing standing broad jump
but kinda failed and tmw is the test!!!
like how??
chermin and i was doing stretching together
i was like i cann't
she was like just try, okay, i am kyuhyun okay??
then i was like and i am eunhyuk???!!!
we started stretching it was so pain that i kinda screamed
then i started laughing like mad
cherin was saying that my face was red
she was like giving me the shock face andd said
you think i am kyuhyun is it??
then i started laughing even harder
hahaha
omg, so memorable
aft that lessons were on as usual
at chemistry, our class broke like 5 test tubes in a lesson
hahaha, record mann
went recess with siming as kim and bev went for the job
attachment meeting
elit was fun for once!!
then chinese was quite boring
maths was okay i guess
i dont get some of the stuff
i just stare at the words and hope that i will get it

tmw is going to be such a great day
wonder if there is still patrol meeting
am scared for the 5 items that afternoon
but i hope i wont fail
i hope that someone really special will not be upset anymore
THIS IS FATE, YOU CANT CHANGE THIS FATE
i hope they wont cancel the korea trip
if they do, i think i will be super upset
as i really begged my parents
i hope it will work out for me
;D good luck to everyone taaking chem and maths tests on thurs!!
JIAYOU! HWAITING!

2009-05-22T17:29:00.002+08:00

안녕하세요!
today had been quite a good day
until i got my TING XIE back
cant believe what i saw...
had been quite lacking in sj news and shows
as i had not been on comp for the past 2 days!
quite an achievement :)
this morning ss test was rubbish
i have this desire to tell ms praba that
i am not doing the test
well, i am not really well prepared
and am not confident to get high this time
quite happy for this term's geog and ss grade
NO ONE FAILED for geog!!
like wow.
our school's having jubilate today
but am not going as i didnt buy the ticket
i really want to help out like last year
but i heard that only sec2s going
sad. :(
but decided that maybe next year i will go
as an audience
so as there are people performing tonight
our class was like half gone
only left about 17 people
all the sports girls, guides and sj, oh ya, and library)
hehe, oh ya, and ijym
like it was a small class, and i like small classes
:)
sat with rebecca all thru the day
was quite fun
and i bet she is happy lor
the whole day nothing about korean stuff
she looks frustated whenever we talk abt korean bands
poor rebecca, but sshe is lucky today
hahaha
oh, i want to thank rasey for having to make our class tee
design a success! :)
without her it really wont be as fast
for my friends (kimberly, siming, beverly) who always
tags along with me during recess
i have a happy recess everyday :)
for valerie and nicole y that they update me with
lots of korean stuff and dance moves :)
sorry, needs time to learn the steps
WAIT....
why am i writing all this?
sounds like i am going to die
then writhing all the thank you stuff
hahaha, choi...touch wood
:)
today my brain was quite crazy
probably aft ss test
my brain was getting fried
then went to ava room for ss
it was super cold can!
hanwen was playing with my domo
and kimberly was taking down notes
denise was sitting happily across us
with her legs glamorously put on the chair infront of her
hahaha
i was feeling super cold and was freezing
didnt dare to tell mrs tan
then i also felt like sleeping
had a nice honey star from beverly and felt kinda better
(thanks beverly for the honey star!)
walked back to class for biology
write notes then recess!!!
when we were walking towards the canteen
the weather was hot, so i said to kimberly
hao re wo!!
then she said i say wrongly
according to her, i pronounced the "re" as "ri"
she even asked beverly to say
and she was like even beverly got it right
like hey, i admit i said wrong kay???
had english, maths and chinese aft recess
soon school ended :)
yaye! stayed back and stoned in class
then kimberly, janice and i ate bread and drinks for lunch
(monday have height and weight!)
talked abt some stuff
shakes told me to buy a watermelon :)
for tmw's guides BBQ :D
sec1 enrolment!
i told my dad to buy when he was coming home
they had coh meeting so i decided that i will go home!
i left my bag in class
so went to the toilet then to class
when i open the classroom door
i had a shock!
i saw NICOLE CHAN! like screams!
no lahh, you are nice andd i didnt scream
she was like i am so lucky i was going to change into my fbt
and you came when i was about to change...
i was like disgusted hahaha
but i was feeling lucky as i came back at the right time
faster took my bag and left
was happy as there was no guides! :)
went home and here i am on the comp first thing
i hoope i can go comp again later to see the sj live for
it's you :) screams!
the song is SUPERB! kyuhyun looks damn shuai there
wearing the black suit and white pants! :)
(faints*)ahh~
cant wait for tmw when sec1s are getting enrolled
and the bbq!
dont know if i should go to plaza sing to meet hanwen and shiying
aft that, i want to see the epop mag if they have sj stiff
i hope and pray have okay??
grrr, should i?? or should i not??
haizz, meeting xiumin tmw :)
FEELS HIGH AND HAPPY NOW :D
슈퍼 주니어!!
규 현 오빠!
사랑해요! loves!

2009-05-18T18:28:00.003+08:00

IT'S YOU!
omg i am like just so in love with the song!
it's so nice that i am recommending it to you all who reads this
today 2.4 was okay i guess
i got in 19th place out of 28 places
quite good lahh
ran with valerie
she 5th round wanted to stop but i managed to encourage her
to finish till the end
then she said that she want to cry
then i said, cry lor, if it helps :D
hahaha, but she didnt lah
then chemistry went lab to do filtration
quite fun, then recess
but the fun stops when i saw my elit marks
&&IT SUCKS!!
i would not tell u what i get
but will not be surprised if i got last in class
:( why?!
then chen lao shi didnt come into our class for lesson today
like so weird i saw him during recess at the drinks stall...
we discussed abt the class tee, which is coming quite well :)
also discussed abt class gathering at kim's hse
thanks kim, for contributing yr hse! hehe
am quite excited for it
want to buy the dark red fbt!!! grrr
then i failed for my maths test too
ee-diot
dont think it was a good day for me
hope that my luck will change soon
ahhh
at least holidays are coming and am looking forward
to our class gathering
yaye! :D
good luck to everyone!
GO AND WATCH IT'S YOU BY SUPER JUNIOR!!
KYUHYUN IS SO CUTE! haha~
saranghaeyo! <3

2009-05-16T13:51:00.003+08:00

i conclude that this week is a terrible week.
there was like 3 tests and i practically going to fail
for all of them
how depressing
these few days has been a mess
i hope and pray that my luck will change for the better
i got back my english test which like i think
the whole entire class except for some ppl FAILED
why ms praba mark so strict huh?
eng lit test was rubbish, i wrote crap for the whole thing
so if i fail, i am not suprised
there are 2 qns right, both my answers werent even 1 page long!!
haizz, just admit it, i suck at lit
i was being forced to do lit, just like chem
when i got back my chem paper, i was also not suprised
that i failed AGAIN!
was quite sad, as i sat right infront of ms lee at the teacher's table
she took the chance when alot of ppl went to the toilet
and told me that she is worried for me (chemistry)
as in if i were her, i would have been worried too
then she told me to revise and memorised the things before
attempting any worksheets next time she gives us
she says that this helps
chemistry and eng lit are my worst subjects
really wondered why i took them
i even thought of going probation class ok??
haiz, but i love 3 purity and the ppl in it
i am really glad that i have made the right decision
although i have chosen to be in purity and take the subjects
i am weak in, but i feel that its worth it :)
i have to work really hard for all subjects now
esp lit and chem!!!
jiayou! there is a chem test in wk 10
maybe i should start studying for it now...
super junior just came out new songs!!
they are all really nice
i feel that IT'S YOU is the best!!
they all look so shuai in the mv
:D
go watch ppl!!
but its quite a sad song if u watch it with subs
i want to buy their album!! ahh~
LOVES~

hi kyuhyun!:)

2009-05-10T20:06:00.002+08:00

OMG I TOTALLY MISS CAMP!!!!
i want to go back there.
its like the ever first time that i am so dying for camp
but it was really that fun...
huge thanks to joel & sam, cos without them it wouldnt be as fun
i felt that this camp will really bond our class together
not that our class isnt bonded enough, but it was a really nice experience
to know people who arent really close to your clique
it was just 2 days ago and now i am thinking about it
I WILL FOREVER REMEMBER THIS CAMP!!!
IT IS THE BEST ONE EVER!
the camp was overall clean
we slept in the hut, which is quite comfortable
then the toilet were clean too, well, there werent any insects...
then the activities were quite nice
so it is a perfect camp...
at first before the camp
i was dreading to go as i wasnt really prepared for it
like whats with the camp in the middle of all the schoolwork and stuff???
but in the end, i feel that the abt $100 was worth it

DAY ONE
we ate breakfast, then did an activity "navy seals"
many may think that this involves water
but no,
it on land!
then we were given 4 poles, the guides in our group
(rebecca, beverly and me!)
tied them together! everyone must stand in the square
we also made a lollipop (1 pole and 1 hula hoop)
wrapped with newspaper
the game is that we have to spray other team's lollipop
if the newspaper breaks, u are out! the last one is the winner
there were 3 rounds altogether
my group won the first 2 rounds!!!
but we lost to the last as everyone was targeting us
hahaha, we were that GOOD!!! but every group did well! :)
next, we had lunch (i forgotten what we ate..)
but all the meals was edible and okay
after lunch, we had a powerpoint presentation by miss lim
abt some leadership thing
then she told us to be in our grp and write down on mahjong paper
on our strengths and weaknesses
WE WROTE LOTS OF RUBBISH!
WE WROTE TEACHER'S NAMES, SUBJECTS!
WHEN MS PRABA SAW IT, SHE WAS LIKE "I AM GOING HOME!!"
sorry miss praba! but her expression was so funny!!
then had bathing time then dinner
the whole camp i only washed my hair, then went into a cubicle to change
i heard that a grp in our class bathed openly in the open concept
like OMG!!!
then yihui had uhhum, then people were covering her with towels
while she changed her pad.
hahaha, IMAGINE! she so suay, got her thing then

DAY TWO
woke up, had breakfast, sang national and school pleges
kimberly was so terrified of the black cat there
then changed into track pants as we are going for high elements
we did the rock wall first, when it was my turn
joel was tying the rope into my harness(is that how u spell it??)
then he asked me "are u scared?"
i was like "not really, okay lah"
he was like "why dont u try the one with the concave hole side?"
(looking over at the other side)
i was like "dont want. its more difficult"
he was like "u should set higher goals for yourself, how would u know until u try?"
i was like still all scared for the climb and was just nodding my head
when i started climbing, it was quite smooth
almost at the top, there were very few stones to grab
i had grabbed on a little stone, and i slipped, letting out a small scream
and hit myself against the wall
i was really tired and my legs just wont move
then from up there, i heard "GO JINNY! JIAYOU U CAN DO IT! KYUHYUN IS WATCHING U!"
i turned my head to look down to the ground, and saw valerie, nicole y & rachel shouting (it was quite high!)
i kinda glared at them mainly because of embarrassment
but deep down i knew that i could do it, and my friends were supporting me
the whole class were suddenly making cheers out of my name
was feeling happy and i knew i couldnt disappoint them
so i gave all my effort and energy and I REACHED THE TOP!!!
woohoo!! i looked down from up there, and woah, i didnt know it was so high,
well, it wasnt that high from down there...
then i shouted falling and got down
halfway i met chermin climbing up, i said "jiayou!"
(gave the hand action)
but she didnt reach the top:( but it was still a huge achievement as she tried the one with the concave hole side
vanessa climbed damn fast can!
valerie was like screaming "RYEOWOOK AND SIWON IS WATCHING U"
when will that girl ever stop???
then tried the other elements
i tried the log (the one that doesnt shake)
it looked alright frm the ground, but whr=en u are up there,
like WOAH! U CAN SEE EVERYYTHING
no wonder cheryl didnt dare to raise her hands up like titanic...
the view was very nice as i could see the boats at the jetty there
and it was sunset so it was beautiful!
went to bath and ate dinner
CAMPFIRE!!!
it was nice! had a real campfire and all the groups were to perform an item
we had practised days ago the korean song "NOBODY" BY WONDER GIRLS
I WANT NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU!
hahaha, it was real fun
i cant believe joel teaches dance and he taught us how to dance!!
our performance was AWESOME!
i just LOVE dance
nicole and cheryl was real GOOD!
MY GODMOTHER IS THE BEST!
went back to hut and slept straight away! :)

DAY THREE
GOING HOME DAY!
woke up, ate breakfast everyone gathered together
it was last day of the camp, so was quite unwilling to leave
we did this special dance for sam&joel (SJ)
the nobody dance, they were really touched
and we all wrote a note for each of them
joel was like "shall not read it now, or else surely cry"
we all were like "AWWW..."
we also took lots of photos of them
we even group hug them
i think our class is the most bonded
it was such an emotional day
on the bus, joel ans sam presented a paper rose to our class
and said that their love will end when this rose wilts
that meant that their love for us is eternity as a paper rose will never wilt!!
yaye. :)
the most embarrassing thing was that he gave the rose to rasey(represent our class)
he even kneel down on 1 knee like he was proposing to her!
hahaha ><
at school, we were all like feeling really sad and i saw that some cried
it was really that sad. i didnt cry bi=ut i felt sad and sour inside
it was going to be the last time we would be able to see them face to face
we took a class photo and were called to leave the forum
i followed valerie, vanessa, belle and chermin to class and canteen
i think i was CRAZY as i bought a packet of chicken rice, 1 mushroom cheese toast and a pack of chips! do i really eat that much??
then valerie went, saw and talked to zhaoyi, dad came
TAADAA!!! I AM HOME!
the first thing i did was to sleep
i slept for an hour , i didnt want to wake up until my sis pulled me out of bed
the 2 of us cooked noodles for ourselves
then i realised i didnt bathe so went to bathe
then had late dinner :)

it was a really nice camp
everyone in our class thought so (i guess)
this was an opportunity to bond us, and it really did
it should have 1 day more~!!
thenn it would have been PERFECT!
EEE-DIOT.
I AM GOING TO MISS U CAMP!
BUT IT WILL ALWAYS BE A MEMORY IN MY MIND, HEART AND SOUL FOREVER
THE BEST CAMP EVER. :D

JINNY <3 SEC3 CAMP
(missed u loads, kyuhyun oppa~~!><)

2009-05-03T15:46:00.002+08:00

hello leeteuk!
this is for u belle!!!
haha
dont worry i wont steal yr teukie.
xD haha

ooohhhh! its donghae!
so suai right?
hahaha
he is really looking like the lu guy frm goong...
this is for all those donghae fanss!
especially for nicole low
haha
its quite weird as we are not even frm the same class
:)

oohhh look!
its kibum and donghae
they look nice together
hahaha :D
i can just imagine valerie screaming now
hahaha xD

ANYWAYS
been hearing loads of sj songs nowadays
i especially love the songs
"Let's Not"&"Why i like you"
oohh, and not to forget "Sorry Sorry"
aahhhh
so nice
never fails to cheer my mood :)
am quite stressed out nowadays too
although its a 3 day weekend
have been really busy

on friday,
went to plaza sing with yutian & maryanne
doing the camp proposal in mos burger
hahaha
then walked around
met kimberly
walk again
bought 2 epop mags for me&valerie
then bought my CUTE DOMO!!!!
i have been waiting for it since weeks ago
yaye!
seriously i feel like a kid again
being so easily happy by a small thing
but its so cute!!!
haha
sorry kim for having to put up with my weirdness
about the domo... xD

on sat,
stayed at home all day
like waaahhh
so boring
my sisters are having exams
next week
so have to play less comp
i really pray for them that they will have better marks
this term

then sunday is today!
hahaha
i pray and hope that i will pass my chemistry!
jiayou!!!
we are also disecting pig's heart on tues
yaye, cant wait!!! :D

bye! (사랑!)

2009-05-02T13:52:00.004+08:00

EUNHYUK!
this is for chermin tan
my another nice friend :)

KIBUM!!
THIS IS FOR VALERIE LIM.
haha ><

another kibum.
crazy valerie lim :)

i will post another for belle and nicole low
next time :)
*screams* haha

2009-05-01T21:18:00.001+08:00

OMG!!! Kyuhyun!!!
haha, sorry a bit siao now
but i just thought that this picture is very cool
:D

SUPERJUNIOR!!!

2009-04-24T17:17:00.002+08:00

hello
omg
chem test was so freakin hard
how... i think i will fail...
ahh
i dont want!!!
shall just hope for the best now
i got so much things to do and also
worry about:
1. my stuupidd nyaa, i dont know why
i got the silver instead of bronze
2.about the sunday thing...
3. social studies graded (-1)
4.tmw guides tests(tentage theory)
5.to do qns 2 of writers badge
6.to revise for emaths test

ithink thats about all.
i am so easily stressed
i dont whyy
wished i wasnt

the wind was also quite siao today
it blew my hair everywhere!!
pissed with nature

that valerie limm!!!
i think it was the day before yesterday
we were doing the english discussion thing
so i was expecting an email from her
then when the email came
my sis was right beside me
i opened the email
i saw natural disasters can also caused poverty
expecting smth abt poverty i scrolled down
then WOAH!! I SAW KYUHYUN'S PICTURE RIGHT IN MY FACE!
was so shocked! and i scolled down then i immediately
scrolled down
omg was so shocking
and the photo was no small, it was HUGE!
scared me but i was also feelin excited for i dont
know why (??)
haha, and she was talking to me on the phone
at that moment
i kinda "scolded" her.
hahahaha

its been really long since i was so crazy abt korea
the last time i remember was 2006 when they showed goong
on the tv, ahh the guy was so cute
then promoted to bbt and hshmm, then now SUPERJUNIOR!!

just found out that joey likes them too
saw the sungmin's tag on her wallet!!
i bet shakes also like
i heard frm kimberly that she was so crazy until at coh
they wanted to make a video to show our apologies wwe have done
so, she suggested that the video should include the song "sorry sorry"
and even suggest to do the actions!!!!
i cant believe she is so crazy until that extent...
i cant believe she is in the same patrol as me
deep down, i know i am crazyy abt them too
but i dont know why i just wont show it out to others to see
hahaha
this is just my personality

today for english lesson, we went to the writing workshop
then i dont know what i pressed
i could see ms praba's comp and what she is doing!!
i was so shocked till i wanna turn off the comp this instant
the stuupid 4 of us put the same name (qixuan)
haha, she said that was the problem
i hate discussion and there will be a test on it!!!
ohno.

thats about all that has quite happen in this few days
am just feeling quite depressed yet excited noww
i dont know what i am sayin anymore
shall go off now, has already fulfiled my wish
for using the comp for 2 hours
happy~ hahaaha, BYE~ :)

smile always! (:>)

OMG!!! feeling super high now...

2009-04-22T17:29:00.003+08:00

seriously was really busy last week
omg, I CUT BANGS!!
like is it ohno or oohhh!!!
haizzz
but dont think i regret cutting
well thats good enough
i passed my maths with flying colours
but not very so for bio like knew i could gotten higher
but this weeks test is chemistry!!!!
i dont want to fail like the other time
like in term 1
its so bad that now my target is just to pass!
i hope i will
OMG!! KYUHYUN IS SO CUTE!!!
haha, he is a guy from sj
ahhhh
gtg now
still need to rush out english thing for ms praba
byes~

2009-04-14T20:10:00.002+08:00

hello
haha, was a super funny day
:)
cant stop laughing
i know i am turningg crazy
NO! what am i saying...
anyways
aft school went to stay in class
with rebecca, nicole yue, yihui&denise
we were all abt siao at that time
we tried doing the gee dance by snsd
omg, so funnyy
didnt know that yihui also liked that songg
so we kinda, laughed and do stupid actions
haha:)
we also decided to recruit ppl for this dance thing
we think we want to have
and here is our list:
nicole yue
valerie lim
rachel
cheryl
me
...oh we still need 4 more ppl
haha
its just our list on who can dance and stuff
i think we were abit siao,
we even decided what to wear and yihui will be our
camera person xD
like oh my goodness
haha
i was like laughing non stop, i think my face
was redd.
later i took a retarded video of rebecca and nicole
with nicole acting quite stupid
haha
then rebecca left for home
so left me, nicole, yihui&denise
we all went to eat orange bowl
i ordered $1.60, well. i was hungryy
then bought ice coffee
then talk abt yihui being errm, i suddenly forgot the word
sorry sorry(omg!!)
err. just being her loving the sight of the ants dying
hahah, she just loves to torture these kind of stuff
this is seriously the first time i seen someone who
takes killing inseects as a hobby thing
haha
then she started helping nicole to finish her noodles
by using her own spoon to scoop noodles for nicole to eat
aawww, how motherly, no... fatherly(according to nicole)
haha xD
this is like crazy afternoon

ooh, i also have this fate that i will meet
loads of teachers when i am like outsidee
like the time when me&kimberly went to AMKhub
and we saw mrs teo!! was quite a shock...
then on good friday, went to church and saw
ms rockey!!! was also quite a shock
then on sundayy, when i was at the supermarket at
thomson plaza
i think i saw mrs nath...
(does she have oorange specs??)
if she does then its her, she was with her son

like omgg.
so qiaoo.
this is reality man..
okaye, i got to go study my geog now
i heard that the classes who took the tests
alr said it was difficult, help...
jiayou all the ppl also taking geog!!
gtg now, bbyee!:)

2009-04-12T17:25:00.002+08:00

life is quite stressed nowadays
haizz, what to do...
this week got 2 tests!!!
egeog and emaths
ahhh
had just finished writing down all the notes for geography
yayy
well thats smth i am happy abt :)
got to try and practice maths before i sleep today:)
had a super weird dream yesterday
and the dream made me sleep till 9.05
it happened on sat, so was lucky
as we decided not to go cip(oops)
but it made me waking up happily
very long, didnt sleep till this late liao
i think since aft march hols
haha:)

went xiumin's hse on good friday
i decided to go to her hse to study geog
well my hse is not exactly a very good place to study...
so meet up with kimberly and xiumin at the bus stop
it was quite successful
as wrote out everything on natural vegetation
so it was worth it:)
then they watched slumdog millionare
her mum also very nice
let us all go to her hse
if it was my mum
she will never agree in the first place:(
then they went j8 and i went home

it was a super long weekend:)
yesterday went to kimberly's hse in the afternoon
was watching yu le bai fen bai, featuring by2
like omg, why they cut their hair?!
then went to plaza sing
walk rounds
and bought aSUPERCUTEpencil case
but i dont think i will be using it as a pencil case though
then was on the mrt, decided to go toapayoh to meet my mum
met beatrice accidentally
and i bught a super cute and nice bag!!!!
its $16!! but it super worth it!!
shall use it during the june hols
ahhh:)

oh i need to go eat dinner now:)
shall post next week when the tests are over
wish me luck!! :)

SHOCKING

2009-04-07T17:46:00.002+08:00

today
shiying got scratched by the toilet
door, the metal part
i heard that the cut was quite big
well, rachel said that she could see the flesh...
eewwww
she went polyclinic then saw she bandaged her arm
she alsoo said that she paid a 100 bucks for the stitching
of her wound
so exx.
poor shiying
aiyo
wwho ask u to run ehh?
huo2 gai1
:D
no lahh :)
recover fast okay??

tmw got ting xie and i havent really studied finish yet
i hope it isnt graded
jiayou for bio people!!
yaye.

studies STRESS!!

2009-04-06T17:55:00.003+08:00

i want MUMU!!!
it damn exx. like $60
ahhh
I WANT!!
omg,
suddenly so into suju.
haha
the gee song is so cute and the girls
are so much better in dancing and dressing
than taiwanese girls
ahhh
like their dancing coordination
is also very good
^_^
dont feel like eating dinner now
although i only ate a bowl of noodles
at abt 3pm

today at pe I FAINTED
many ppl dont know
so hurtt, no lahh
it started aft the situps and mr jega
wants us to go over to the hockey pitch
then i asked kimberly how to not feel
nauseous as i felt like vommitting
then she tells me to breathe through my nose
so i breathe but it ddnt work
then i started feeling giddy as we ran 5 rounds
then started to put my whole head onto kimberly
she complained that i was too heavy so i held veronica's hand
when i tried opening my eyes, everything was yellow!!ohno
veronica said that my lips are pale
i dont know what happened, the next thing i knew
was that i was sitting on the floor
i heard hanwen, veronica and is it vanessa??
they brought me to rest and the lesson continued
it was quite shocking
this is seriously the first time i felt faint
but i really cant take the 5 rounds now
my timing was 12:04
its an A!!
but i dont think i can keep it up
if i had really ran another round,
i would have just collapsed onto the floor
or maybe i faint or maybe i will vomit
ahhh
shall not think such thoughts anymore
all will be fine...right?

omg we also got back the math paper today
for amaths, got 15/20
for emaths, got 11/20
i think its quite good lahh
well, its an A for the amaths
but there will be an amaths test next week
on congruency and similarity
i must seriously jiayou on that test to pull my marks up!!!
there are many tests to come..
this thursday have biology test
have started studying liao and but havent made notes on mvmt on substances yet.
that chapter suckks but am forced to learn it. haizz

there is also ting xie this wed
and i just studied like what..3 sentences
i think i am going to fail
which i dont want!! i want to pass
i thought i heard it going to be graded. like even more impt!!
STUDY TING XIE
STUDY BIOLOGY
STUDY EMATHS
DO CHEMISTRY
DO GEOGRAPHY

i think thats all.
ahh, so much to do
JIAYOU PEEPS!
(starting to like sj, hahaXD)

2009-04-04T16:46:00.002+08:00

just came back frm cip at carecorner
was having great lap sales
so was really high
aft that went to meet my mum at toapayoh
was at the popular looking at assessment books
when i suddenly saw sherlynn
was quite a shock to me as i didnt expect anybody
said hi then continued looking
i bought like dividers
crazy these teachers want 40 dividers
but its for sec 3&4 so its okay
then walked and walked till my feet was numb
so sat down and rest then decided to go buy
my nice tee...
when i reached the shop, they say dont have
the nice teee.
was pretty disappointed
then looked at the jackets opp the shop
i thought hoodies were nice
but mum said its mah fan as its like a shirt
then didnt buy any
like i bring $30 for nothing lorr
idiot
anyways, was feeling bored and sad
so wasnt feeling hungry
there wasnt anything else to do
so went home myself
was feeling super emo
so went to bathe and here i am
posting and destressing
ggggrrrrr
idiot,
its just my fate
horrible fate..
iirriittaattiinngg

Remember sadness is always temporary.
This, too, shall pass.
- Chuck T. Falcon

2009-03-30T16:16:00.002+08:00

was quite happy to be back in school again.
haha! i missed school!!
i know i am crazy...
anyways, ms praba changed our seats
now, i am currently sitting with nicole yue
yaye. :)
but the bad thing abt the seat, is that its infront of the teachers table
which is quite bad...
apparently because of some teacher's cologne super strong.
whoopps.
urgh, on friday have maths ct,
which i am in the midst of revising
i really i score like 75% or smth for it.

jiayou for term2! muahhaha.
the whole morning, chermin was trying to imitate my voice
which she says that its cute. :/

chermin: jinny!
me: what lah?
chermin: what lah? (in that high voice)

haha, funny her.
well, its my voice, i cant control it right?
ms praba didnt come to school today
so we had free periods of cme and elit. :)
we also ran 4 rounds for pe with hanwen :)
hope i pass napfa this year, but i think i will!
luckily this morning no block nose. :D

am really tired now, shall post during the weekends.
:)

2009-03-28T08:58:00.002+08:00

why you all not going???
am i supposed to go alone???
how????
i am quite frustrated now.
so, should i go or not go??
if i go, then i go there sign form then come home???
kimberly dont want to go, denise dont want to go
and i bet crystal is still sleeping...
wahhh, how???
should i just go myself?
and do cip myself with the sec2s?
or should i just go and come home?
but there is cip hours...
ahh.
never mind...

LOOK HERE!

2009-03-26T13:49:00.002+08:00

Our project work grp is doing slp,
so i am here to promote!!

You all shall go to this blog and support us!
haha :)
CLICK HERE!!

thank you! ;) just go and see...

2009-03-25T15:40:00.002+08:00

great, term 2 has started.
that also means that war has started.
haha, i dont think i am making any sense.
i am not saying myself stupid, okay?!
this week having elit test!! oh, its tmw.
and here i am posting. haizz.
just realised that every term has 10 weeks
haha, i am not stupid okay?!
and this is the 1st week.
wished that the term is over
and i got better grades. grr.
i didnt go for the guides trial initiative thing
like now.
valerie persuaded me not to go.
but maybe i should have. haha
oh wells.
i hope i pass my test with flying colours tmw.
just took back our chem today, and i failed by 3 marks
gggrrrr
then luckily still got another in wk5
then must get really good for that test
i know kim must be rolling her eyes now,
she must be thinking why we so hardworking.
haha, i can read yr mind kim!
can't wait for korea camp, i hope this ppr
will not affect my parents decision on letting me go
so i have to work ard for tmw's test!!!

great, then whyy am i still here?
i should really stop typing now.
shall post another day. bye! :)

life has many surprises.
the best thing about them is that
you wouldnt know what will happen next.

2009-03-20T13:16:00.002+08:00

am just feeling really sick and bored now.
hating holidays now...
so unluckily, down with sore throat and abit of dizziness
haizz.
dont feel like talking now..
shall post more another time :/
sorry
my death day is nearing

2009-03-14T17:03:00.004+08:00

MARCH HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!
omg, t1 is gone.. so fast right?
there is just so much to do during this march holiday
monday: going out with shix,hanwen&kim, shall also study chem&there is results for grading!!
tues:cip at carecorner with kim,denise,crystal,maryanne&xinhoon, must also reming xinhoon abt the cip form! shall study abt matrices!
wed:FREE! no la,still need to study bio and do the wkst
thurs:going out with kim,ma,xinhoon,denise,beverly&siming & i shall do geog wkbk as well
fri:FREE! also need to study chemistry
sat: no cip so stay home to study lit and do lit hw
sun:i dont think have cathecism.. so need to just pack for school&bring $6 for inspiration

yup, tats my march holiday for 2009! i shall be a happy girl! hahaha, what am i talking??
anyway, i hope that anyone that visits my blog will have a
HAPPY AND FULFILING MARCH HOLIDAY!

In the photo, try to spot ME!! haha, its our class pic that ms lee took for us.
yaye, i love 3P!

2009-03-14T16:43:00.004+08:00

hello
its been long since i post right?
actually its just last week, haha
stupid me
that stupid kimbery la, told me to call her god.
crazy pig.
omg, last week 16 hwa chong guys came to our school for some
exchange programme and 20 ppl frm our school go to their school
luckily they not in my class. haha
they are all just so freakin tall...
grrr.
then at morning jog, they all just run so fast.
when they finished 2 rounds, we are just at the 1st round

shouldnt talk abt them anymore...
anyway, yesterday was friday13 again?!
i counted there are 3 friday13s tis year
one is over, another was yesterday and the last in nov
seriously, it WAS friday 13
there was 3 tests, maths, english and chem
maths was in the morning, english aft recess& chem aft school
maths was ok i guess
english was ok, finished 5 min before, so i stoned for 5min
chem was ok. haha
sorry, i have not much vocab in my brain now, just OK
in english test, i was writing and holding my fringe at the same time
as left my butterfly clip on verons table, like so irritating
then before chinese, went toilet to tie my hair for guides
we practically rushed for guides.
before the chem test, we faster changed into guide u then took the test
then rush to pack bag then chiong to the canteen to buy chicken burger
i was eating and running, at tat time i seriously need water as the burger was quite dry. we had footdrill, kim kept saying my back not straight.
like i agree as i heard the commanders talking abt my back not being staight
then she even adjusted my arm to make it look straight
haiz, whats wrong with me?!

aft guides, quickly walked to father barre as my dad was there
then i saw him talking to nicole seow, which is my litle cousin
when she saw my hair and me, she was like "omg, jinny!! u look so weird!!"
like ahh.

i am quite depressed these days. because og my super -tooot- results.
damn angry with myself. why??
i hope i lead a happy cheerful march holiday. :)
shall be happy and not care and study for t2
jiayou jinny! yaye! :)

2009-03-08T17:14:00.002+08:00

hello!
ahh, so long never post liao. haha
guides was okay yesterday
we washed the toilet for a test!
like what.
but i washed the staff toilet with wanting
and woots! we passed!! with super flying colours
hahaha. :) so happy
oh, i also have 2 more badges!!
yaye :D
so happy! :) what a great achievement!
hehe, really must work hard again to have gold next year as well
jiayou SNguides!! ^_^

NEXT...
aiyo, that chermin tan arr
haiz...
she keeps saying that i am genie in the lamp.
which i am DEFINITELY NOT!!!
then , the crazy her say that belle is belle in the well
and valerie... a mermaid?? diao...
crazy right she.
hahaha

ANYWAY...NEXT!!
that valerie lim arr
haha :)
she lah, everyday talk abt her beloved kibum in super junior
so, she never 听课.
then she called me yesterday for like 2.5 hrs, i think..
to ask abt her maths hw. haiya.
that is yr 后果. but i was nice to explain all to her
yaye, valerie, next time must listen okay??
(i doubt she will read this though, haha)

there will be 4 tests next week!!!
ohno!! shitt.
i had been studying amaths yesterday
and today i planned to study chem
i seriously got to study harder for this time's chem test
jiayou jinny!! 你一定能做到的！
haha, self encouragement :)

i guess thats all i will have to post
i will try to post next week. haha :)
i know its long, but theres like 4 tests!!
okayokay, byebye!! :)

wait...

2009-02-14T22:31:00.002+08:00

although today its valentine's day, i spent the day with
piles of homework waiting for me at hm. haha. :)
i went for cip in the morning today
the sec2s also came!!
(ruth,nicole,vanessa&alicia)
yaye. it was quite fun making the parachute thing :)
Today, jia ying(red badge senior) also join carecorner!!
i was shocked, really much.
scary. and and she is like suppose to come with pei xuan
like ahh. but i think they are quite nice :)

oh ya, the homework...
there is so much..
are all the teachers mad?
they got so much time to mark meh?
crazy.
haiz, what can we do?
we are forced into doing homework.
there is like elit, amath and biology tests this week.
i shall be positive and study! yaye!! :))

Forget abt studying now,
i Love 3 purity!!
i agree totally that sec3 is the best year among
the secondary years. :)
i am still sitting in the front of the class,
i really dont understand why all the teachers
i met so far puts me infront!
i am not that short and i dont have eyesight prob
why?? not like i want to sit at the back,
but right in front every single year.
is it supposed to be a good thing?
i dont know
everyday, ppl will start poking me
like ahh
guilty ppl like:
zhaoyi
hanwen
kimberly
shiying
&&many more to come
like help.

there was a day when i accompanied
with hanwen to the water cooler downstairs
then we found cheapskate(nicole c.)& shiying there also
while hanwen was filling her bottle
i was "attacked" by shiying
she was hugging me tightly. no matter how many time i ask her
to let go, she wouldnt.
then as we all were walking back to class,
she was still hugging me
then cheap was thinking of hugging the other side of me
and both of em will kiss me
like eww. :P
i of course screamed like mad and tried to get out.
hanwen is there, 看好戏 ar.
then we went back to class.
like relieved. haha.:)
the 2 of them very funny. haha.
thats the end.

omg, there is church tmw. what am i still doing here?
i should have been sleeping an hour ago.
gah, later got panda eyes..
have to go sleep now.
will post some other time.
wish me luck for my coming tests! :)
thank you, good night &good bye!!

loves~ jinny

2009-02-14T22:17:00.004+08:00

Happy V. Day!!
haha. yaye.
i received like loads of chocolates and sweets! :)
now i shall type all the ppl who gave me (cos im bored,hehe):
Chermin- sweets
Pei Ying- note,sweets&chocolates
Rachel- clip
Nicole Y.- note
Hanwen- chocolate
Belle- sweet
Denise S.(my sis)- chocolates! like super huge ones!:)
Rachel Teo- chocolates&sweets
Xiumin- HUG!
Xiumin&Verbs- SMSes
Ms Praba- chocolate
Maryanne- kitkat¬e
Zhaoyi- sweets!

Omg, thanks ppl!! you're all so nice! thanks!
I really appreciate em! ^^
oh, if my dad is willng to give the ferrero rocher in the store
then i can give u back v. day preezie!
If i didnt list anyone who gave also gave me smth, TELL ME!
i will include in. ^^
THANK YOU PPL! I ALSO HOPE U HAVE A WONDERFUL, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!

loves~ jinny

2009-02-08T15:59:00.002+08:00

hello, great i just changed my blogskin again. yaye
thanks kim for lending me her comp to find skins. :)
many things had happened, like homeworks, tests, juniors.
so 忙. then i didnt have time to use the comp to update.
Geography test ended last thurs, great that veron manage to study for it.
yaye, felt that it was okay, like all the qns quite easy
i memorised the page on adaptation then guess what?
only the leaves and roots is tested. like what the??

AH... juniors came!!
yes yes, was excited and happy
we have 2 juniors: ayana&samantha
they are so quiet, reminds me of my sec1 years when
i first entered guides.
they are so nice too! we taught them basic footdrill
last friday. was quite successful w/o the sec4s.
so proud of us!! :)

I guess i will stop here for now, my sis wants
to use the comp, i will write next time(when i have time)
I hope everyone blog-hopping to my blog will have good luck for yr tests
& everything you do!! :) all the best!

2009-01-10T17:11:00.002+08:00

hello! its 2009. haha
oh i so long never post liao. :P
yay, im in sec 3 Purity!!
haha. its a very nice class, well average la.
but got alot of nice people. :D
Finally, holiday hw is done. haha
then, just handed my crime prevention and slp. :)
yay, haiz, still got hw to do.. so sian

1. tuition hw
2. compre hw
3. revise math
4. revise, revise

AH, SO STRESSED!

oh, just came back from cca fair about 1 hr ago
its quite nice.
i was manning the souvenir booth with sarah and priscillia
haha, after everything, helped gateway to untie and carry the
wooden poles to the shed. so heavy
beverly tripped over the pole and hurt her ankle :(
the previous day, the whole lot of us were helping to make the ridge tents.
its quite a nice experience, well. sort of
then i had a blister, gah.
its quite fun, the tents were for the ps-es staying overnight
during the sec1 orientation and campfire
i wished i could have stayed too, i want to see the act they
were going to act! :(
well, home is better anyway, haha

All in all, it was a nice sunny day,(i forgot to bring my umbrella just now)
i think i am going to do some revision now and do all my hw by today.
eek, i just remembered i have cat. class tmw, oh shit..

2008-12-03T13:53:00.002+08:00

Hello, sorry sorry. so really long didnt post!!
ah! alot alot of things happened and i didnt post. WHY?
oh wells, i will slowly post on the past few days memories...
haha, anyways. its HOLIDAY!! haha. but there is HOMEWORK!
gaaa, hate homework >:P
i shall list the homework i have:

CHINESE
SOCIAL STUDIES
MATHEMATICS
CHEMISTRY
E-GEOGRAPHY !1st graded assignment!

there is also others like:

SANA
CRIME PREVENTION

yup, guess thats all. yay. i mean boo.

haha, okay, i want to declare smth...

I WANT TO CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN!!!

but my comp got smth wrong.. :(( feel sadd

i lve 黑girl!!! haha, randomrandom

gtg, bye~

2008-10-19T16:44:00.005+08:00

YAY I CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN LIKE FINALLY. HAHA :)
I THINK ITS NICER. HAHA. LOL
SCHOOL'S GOING TO BE OVER SOON! WOOTS~
HAHAHA. :0

2008-10-18T15:05:00.002+08:00

HELLO!:)I'M BACK!
HAHAHA
JUST CAME BACK FROM CIP AT CARECORNER
WAS QUITE OKAY I GUESS
WITH CRAZY KIM
ALWAYS SAYING TAT SHE IS HUMBLE
WHICH SHE ISNT
GOSH, JUST ACCEPT THE FACT!
OH, DON'T FEEL LIKE GOING FOR CATHECISM TMW
VERY TIRED, BUT HAVE TOO!!
GGRRR..
THEN AFT TAT GOING HOME, THEN GO CUT HAIR!!
THINK I AM GOING TO CUT FRINGE AND LAYER ABIT
YAYE.(^_^)
TAYLOR ROCKS FOREVER,HAHA

2008-10-17T21:07:00.003+08:00

HELLO!:)YAY I AM HERE AT LAST!
HAHA, OKAY...
MANY THINGS HAPPENED, ER..
OH, XIU MIN, SHIYING, SIMING, KIMBERLY AND I WENT TO XIU MIN'S HSE
WELL, SUPPOSE TO GO FOR CLASS OUTING,
BUT CANCELLED LAST MINUTE
WENT TO XIU MIN'S HSE INSTEAD
LISTENED TO MUSIC WHILE OTHERS WERE PLAYING MAHJONG
HAHAHA, QUITE FUN.:D
THESE FEW DAYS IN SCHOOL WE HAD TRANSLATION COURSE AND
SEXUALITY EDUCATION. GOSH!
WE WATCH A MOVIE... (^~^)
HAHAS
REALLY WISHED THAT LIFE COULD BE BETTER THAN NOW
('_') GAA!
REALISED TAT SOME THINGS SHOULD BE KEPT A SECRET
BUT IF IT LEAKS OUT, THIS WILL AFFECT YOUR LIFE GREATLY
OKAY, SORRY.
YOU MUST BE THINKING WHAT IN THE WORLD AM I TALKING ABOUT
YAY, DOING CIP TMW AT CARECORNER~!!
ITS QUITE FUN. HAHA
AIYA, DENISE AND CRYSTAL GO FOR ALUMNAE CAMP
LEFT KIMBERLY AND ME TO GO FOR CIP!
GRRR.
BUT STILL THINKING POSITIVELY, SHOULD STILL BE QUITE FUN.
HAHA
AIYO, WHO STILL OWE ME PRESENTS ARR??
PRACTICALLY THE WHOLE WORLD.
I AM NOT DEMANDING FOR IT BUT FEELS...
AIYA, FORGET IT.
THANKS FOR THOSE WHO HAD WISHED ME
I KNOW IT MUST BE WEIRD FOR ME TO TALK ABOUT MY B'DAY
WHICH IS LIKE LAST MONTH
BUT ITS TOO DISTURBING TO IGNORE
OH WELL, SHALL STOP FOR NOW.
THIS IS JUST A PLACE TO DISPERSE MY WORRIES.